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suck it LIVEJOURNAL

Thu, 10 Jul 2003 03:24:22 GMT

i havent been online in like 2 weeks. i come back, and everyone blames me for posting crap on someone's journal, who- by the way, i barely even know. OR have anything against.

screw all you people who have nothing better to do than make accusations and point fingers to take the heat off themselves. get a life, for real.

a special thanks to my "friend" phyliesha for trying to blame me for something you probably did. everyone knows you are the one with the problem against her, not me. i'm not mad at you, at all. but it just sucks to hear from people you suggesting my name. that sucks p. maybe we can talk about it, call me.

holy anthocyanin, batman!

Sun, 29 Jun 2003 04:59:19 GMT

i miss you P$ come back to meee! you spin me round (like a record)

hmm i never update this pile anymore. friday was goood. but it's hard work man! i mean, dude..harder than crap. i have to sit there and load sleds on the back of the lift chairs, and other shtuff like that. soo many cool guys though, thats the fun part. everyone i work with is fun to hang out with, and the time passes up pretty quick. i work tomorrow at 9:30, this time i'm gonna be prepared and bring a water bottle. it gets freakin hot up there. especially when it's this hot.
(...)
i'm making "mad bank" though..i have lots of hours during the weekend, when it gets real busy. christian! my soon to be working buddy has an interview for the alpine slide on monday, which means he's pretty much in. that will be the coolest.

has anyone noticed the girl's gone wild commercials are like freaking porn!? whats goin on with that, it's nasty.

i'm supposed to do something tonight with some people, but i have to wake up pretty early, so i donno. probably not a good idea. aaand i'm out.

i've got the F-L double O-R

Sat, 21 Jun 2003 20:52:57 GMT

once upon a time i got a job at skibowl and it was sweet. i get to choose whatever days i want to work. i start on friday. my manager says that i work with mostly guys so it should be really easy, like they'll do all the harder stuff for me, while i check passes and what not. part of my job is also to sit in this little hut thing where all the mt.bikers come down. bryan got a job at the action park, so we'll be driving up everyday together. i'm excited

its official. my brotha is moving back in this week. k,jsdfkjdhsgjfbhds
i must enjoy the last days of tranquility and peace while i can. because they are coming to an abrupt ending of death & destruction. very soon now.

my mom is the coolest. really.
she called me at jessica's and told me to come home cause she wanted me to do some things. so i do, and when i get home she takes me into her room to show me things she got while shopping that day. she pulls out a huge clinique gift set, a sterling silver necklace that matches the bracelet i already have from mexico, like 7 shirts, 2 pairs of pants, and a pair of shoes. it was like christmas, but not.

i think i'm going to make a friends only post, cause i have some things i wanna say about some..stuff.

i never loved you, when you loved me.

and when it rains, it pours

Thu, 19 Jun 2003 18:44:08 GMT

funk.

aol is canceled, oh wait..just my account. other than that-

i have an interview with "jill" from skibowl tomorrow, i probably got a job at the alpine slide, which is too sweet. bryan's at the action park. yeayeahh. c and p might work there also. that would be the coolest. i'm almost done with the ol' JM. it seems that my life is finally starting to pull together. graduating and making mo money.

last night was ohhhhhh so good. i wish there could be more nights like that. oh yeah and what's up with my weird dreams i've been having about all my friends? theres been rumors, and don't you think i haven't heard them! just cause i'm not as down with the internet as i used to be, i'm still around....dun dun dun DUN! camping this weekend perhaps? i think so..

in the glitter, in the dark.

ilovelolacobona

die

Sun, 15 Jun 2003 18:53:31 GMT

parentals got rid of AOL.

i won't be updating as much. *tear*

byebye

eat your heart out

Sat, 14 Jun 2003 07:27:05 GMT

went to tony romas tonight. deelish
then saw 'bruce almighty'.

sometime, like
next month we're going to seattle to pick up
uncle pat? that's just too much.
who is uncle pat anyway.

my friend got a new car. i'm jealous, it's gonna
tear my shadow.

i'm good. i'm gooooood

TBS rocks....!

Thu, 12 Jun 2003 23:08:08 GMT

Lola-Cobona & I

if this is not you, sign here

Wed, 11 Jun 2003 07:40:40 GMT

i told you kenneth, i don't want propane

Wed, 11 Jun 2003 07:35:13 GMT

i shouldnt be up right now.

but i had to stay up and wait for jay leno to come on, cause no other than josh hartnet (!) is a guest. i'm eating a very dank muffin from costco and a coke to keep me awake. i should really cut down on the soda intake. i forgot who-maybe dylan..but someones drinking too much sodie-pop and getting tummy aches from it, and i think it might be happening to me now. : (

i found out my brother might be moving in to my house again for a couple months. that's something that i don't think will turn out too cool. infact, i pray he doesnt. cause that would just suck my bathroom! right now, it's aaaall mine. and i enjoy that very much, cause back in the day when he was around the bathroom would always be filth. he would seriously not only NOT lift up the toilet seat when he peed, but he would also somehow manage to pee all over the seat. total disgust. and the luigies in the sink! gaaah, sickening. that's the end of that.

tomorrow i'm hanging out with some new homies. that should be fun, so you better call me. you know who you are

you knew your lies would divide us but you lied anyway

Tue, 10 Jun 2003 23:01:59 GMT

graduation soon for those sandy kids, good for the ones that graduated. i thought i would have been there.

last night was..

amazing. <3

alaaaa-KAZAM

Tue, 10 Jun 2003 22:55:11 GMT

Alkaline Trio::Every Thug Needs A Lady

I know it's dark here, you know that I'm scared too
For some reason right now, of everything but you
Right now you're all that I recognize
You know I came here when I needed your soft voice
I needed to hear something that sounded like an answer
Now I wait here, and sometimes I get one

It's nothing I'll forget when the moon gets tired
You are stuck to me everyday
Believe in what I am because it's all I have today
And tomorrow who knows where we'll be
From here I can hardly see a thing
But I will follow anyone who brings me to you
For now, forever, for on and on and on

You know it starts here, outside waiting in the cold
Kiss me once in the snow, I swear it never gets old
But I will promise you I can make it warmer next year
You know I came here when I needed your soft voice
I needed to hear something that sounded like an answer
Now I stay here, and everyday I get one

It's nothing I'll forget when the moon gets tired
You are stuck to me everyday
Believe in what I am because it's all I have today
And tomorrow who knows where we'll be
From here I can hardly see a thing
But I will follow anyone who brings me to you
For now, forever, for on and on and on

So go plug in your electric blanket
We can stay in 'till our southern summer wedding day
Go plug in your electric blanket
We can stay here

blablablaaaaaa

Tue, 10 Jun 2003 00:15:34 GMT

.ups.
lots of fun times w/friends
moms coming back tomorrow
i got bang-sa
my cars 1/2 fixed
more blank CD's
gonna have fuuun tonight w/jessica
swimming with phyliesha
new $400 cameras
only 3 more james madison packets
soft skin
guitar playing and christian singing

.downs.
lots of dumb juniors from sandy like to hang out at my house
i still dont have a job
bryan likes to ignore me around our friends
the weather suddenly sucks
1/2 of my cars not fixed
almost getting run over in the middle of the night
late night rafting= not very smart
so many people getting married

d-o-double g nah

Thu, 05 Jun 2003 01:26:56 GMT

i already told you. i swear, he has scars on his lips.
scars on his lips.

someone call the doctor! someone call the doctor!

sir calm down, it's called infatuation. he's over there, at the station. it's only infatuation.
doctors, needles. prodding, poking.
i'll prescribe something better. hold on, it's gonna take awhile.
if you're going to do this, it better be in style.
the better go in style.
head first, watch out. hold your wrist, just like this. you're so typical, all unfrantilical. watch your mouth. loosen your grip, take this, remember this? parallel annoyance.

i told you, theres scars on his lips. he caries scars on his lips.
i want a pretty white vail, to cover your stink, it's so stale.
take my hand and call it a trip.
lets make it happen, with this pretty white vail.
watch out, the scars! they're everywhere.
everywhere you want to be. his lips hold the truth. his lips hold the truth.

someone call the doctor! someone call the doctor!

this mans gone crazy. take him away.
take him to the salt chamber. he needs to taste reality.
this mans gone crazy. take him away.

her family’s reduced to names on a shopping list

Sat, 31 May 2003 21:33:27 GMT

your lipstick,
his collar
don't bother, Angel
I know exactly what goes on

i forgot to mention my mom is in las vegas for a week or more, cause my grandpa has lung cancer. that's so sad. even though i never really got to know him that well, it sucks. and i feel really bad for my mom and aunts. so looks as if i'll be making dinner every night for what seems like forever. thats not very cool, not cool at all. last week i turned in a million applications to every place in sandy thats hiring. i want to work at star video the most. i talked to matt strubar (woah, hot) and he says the owners out of town for a couple weeks.

well, on to some snowboarding pictures. the first day we went and took them, i spent forever waiting for bryan to hike up and then come back down, hike up, then come back down, etc. so i could get some good ones while he's on the rail, and mailbox's but turns out he didn't like one of them. and they just weren't taken at the right time. WELL that made me mad and feel really unappreciated what a waste of time.

the 2nd day i got some good ones..

there's way more, but all the img src= blablabla is wearing me out.

last weekend i went camping, and of course have pictures from that. i'll post em later though. probably, maybe i just don't know.

no story book ending for this fairy tale of you.

Sat, 31 May 2003 21:05:30 GMT

kjdfvbhdskjhv!!! me and bryan have been snowboarding a lot this week cause it's been really nice weather, sooo..on our way home we stopped at a little gas station food place to get some munchies, and who else do we see but SCOTTY WITTLAKE!

i took some pretty sweet pictures while we were up there, so i think i just might post some, but..

not now.

SxMnyPwr4: my boyfriend = my GIRLFRIEND (even though hes a boy)

Sat, 31 May 2003 19:08:38 GMT

holy crap! i have some things i really need to post in here.

coming up coming soon

waterslides and rollercoasters and concerts, oh my!

Mon, 19 May 2003 05:12:09 GMT

heyheyhey
there's nothing better than the feeling of drinking an ice cold pepsi when your really thirsty. or vanilla coke, mMmmm. ah! or a mountain dewzy. i wouldn't pass up drinking any one of those anytime of the day. fo sho.

anyone heard of wild waves in Seattle? i don't know if anyone's been to it recently, but they improved so much in the past 5 or so years, that i didn't even recognize the place. siah, bryan and me drove my car down there at 5:30 yesterday morning. there were a bunch of local bands playing too. and some not-so-local. like jars of clay, relient k (?), superchic[k] and moreee. we all had a really good time. the hot tub was filth! it had little hairs and all kinds of unknown slime things floating around in it. but we didn't care after awhile cause it was so cold outside. siah's so weird that he started up a game of truth of dare with these 13 year old girls in the hot tub. it was hilarious, cause they were all giddy and blushing whenever siah would ask them something. the rides were also awesome. they had this HUGE roller coaster that did 2 cork screws, a big loop, and a couple drop offs. the drive home was soo incredibly boring, i thought i was going to die. i needed more music selections than what we brought. which was hot hot heat, a mix of sorts, and sing the sorrow. that's pretty much all we listened to.

some highlights of my week...

my new puppy "lola"...pretty weak name, i know. i would have named her something sweet if it were up to me. she's an AKC yellow labrador.

a facial masque inspired by patrick bateman on american psycho

my new shirt i got at the mall the other day. i think it just might be the only purple shirt i have. what a shame.

ohhh! finally got around to buying my cd player for mi car. professionally installed by bryan and dylan.

oh yes..and while we were at the mall. i passed a little body jewelry store where we purchased another thing for bryan's lip. since he somehow lose his other two. grrrr

mexico pictures + more

Wed, 14 May 2003 07:15:15 GMT

parentals are back from mexico. so here are some pictures, yo.

i'm going next year, neenerneenerneener

other than that, lots has been going down. hmm, friday christian and phyliesha came to hang out w/bryan and myself. the next day..or that day i forgot, we went to see 'identity'. it was a sweet movie indeed. very confusing, but then towards the end it all comes together. i paid for phyliesha and christian's movie. what was i thinking?

oh man, this kid brandon, had some hard-core armpit surgery. and we all went for a little visit. little did we know, what we were really in for. it was pure death. he had this gaping hole in his pit, and we were spectators for the changing of his gauze. tons of blood and puss soaked cotton had to be pulled out of the hole, and stuffed with fresh clean gauze. i feel so bad for him. looked like he was in mucho pain. we all felt a little uncomfortable and out of place for being there and watching. but i guess you could look at it more as moral support. (?)

hum..after continuous hangout of christian, phyliesha, bryan and me, we decided to invite dylan & ollie up. so they came and we watched 'vanilla sky'. another confusing movie, but this time the ending didn't really bring it all together like it should. poor phyliesha and me ended up living off of iced tea packets cause we ran out of food after siah's "mad party". my eyes are burning like no ones business, guess i should go.

I am desperate for a moment of clarity. he offers ~~none~~ and yet i remain hopeful.

lizard-ness

Wed, 14 May 2003 06:48:17 GMT

clickity-click to see some hardcore nile monitor action.

this is bryan's sweet nile monitor. he's only a baby, and will grow to be a lot bigger. we put his cage into my room last night, cause their electricity might be cut off next week, and the little guy can't live with out his heat pad, and lamps. i'm starting to like having him around..

he looks kinda scary in some of those. when he finally caught the fool, he had to cover his hands in socks. that's cause it kept trying to bite him, ahh. i'm guessing it wouldnt hurt to handle him a little more. bryan built that whole cage from scratch. and we found the driftwood and some of the rocks around the river. i like how the cage turned out, it looks so naturaaal.

judah has a shiny bald head

Sat, 10 May 2003 21:38:22 GMT

last night was exhausting. too many people who none of us knew.
christian, phylisha, bryan, and myself just mainly sat in my room, or made fun of everyone. there were a couple cool kids though. at least 4 guitar players, that was sweet. one dude had a deftones patch on, and was going through my play list and turned on modest mouse. kinda refreshing, after watching all the fags mingle and talk about "playing flashlight". the guys that won battle of the bands was here, and they sang and stuff so that was pretty sweet i suppose. he had a voice that made me want to lay down and fall asleep. christian & bryan stayed at the cabin for the night, crazy boys.

i know i'm leaving stuff out, but thats ok. we're all gonna go see a movie now, later kids.

<33 amy

this is what living like this does

Thu, 08 May 2003 23:54:36 GMT

this weekend is approaching way too slowly. i cant stand it when me and bryan are around eachother for this long, we get angry tooooooo easy, and echhh it's gay.

phyliesha, christian..come save me!

last night i was laying in bed, thinking about a lot of things. and i just started crying, i miss my parents a lot more than i anticipated i would. i'm sick of being home alone for this long- no fun. i wasent crying for that reason alone, but i would rather not get into the other things..theres really no reason to. ehhhhh

tomorrow= partay, right now= clean up
later

you know how i do

Mon, 05 May 2003 22:23:42 GMT

--went to bryan's race by skibowl; he got first! woot woot
-won some spy glasses and "dirty girls" shirt

--snowboarding expo in portland sucked.
-i wanted to see scotty whitlake, what's up with that crap

--my hair is dark brown & blonde, sweetly done
-i gotta new hairdresser named donna
--parentals are long gone in mexico, left me w/a blank check

--i have mucho dinaro

--queens of the stone age are retarded

--my brother is having a flashlight party(?) tomorrow
-....

--cualquiera aprecia pez de Sueco? ellos son deliciosos

laterz

<333 amy

but what goes up, has got to fall..

Fri, 02 May 2003 00:26:17 GMT

today was awesome. almost 80 degrees. i fell asleep laying in the sun so i think i'll be feeling that later tonight, ehh. bryan went to work with my dad today, how weird is that? i think it will be good though, for both of them. i just wonder what they'll talk about..i imagine it would be a little awkward. even though bryan is here everyday anyway, hehe.

i havent gotten my 500 yet, but i'm hoping i'll get it before my parents leave to mexico in 4 days. that way i'll be able to get my hair done, all purdy and streaked. and get my freakin stereo system i've been waiting to buy for my car !!! ahh, i can't wait.

i need shum new music, gimme ideas! pretty please?
dinner is served, i love u..mwah!

uh huh

<33<3 amy

Don't fucking move, you little shit-machine. Mommy's gonna try to score.

Mon, 28 Apr 2003 20:04:32 GMT

alright, so everythings been going unbelievably good. i spent an awesome weekend at phyliesha's house. christian, p, and I are great buddies :)

basketball, dennys, american physcho, 4:30 AM, scratched wrists & bruises, kittens, cadillacs, mexican voices, blue hairdye, at the drive-in, spit wads, pregnancy, mallrats, underdogs, waffles, 41 phone calls, and a whole lot more.

but the best of all-

a new car! woot woot! also..500 bones coming my way this wednesday. ahh that feels nice. 7 days until mexico, phyliesha's gonna come stay with me a couple nights. that will be too sick.

well i'm off to make some more CD's
much <333
amy

yessssss

Mon, 21 Apr 2003 04:57:56 GMT

holy crap the new alkaline trio cd is dank